Good morning.
A year or so ago, I began watching Youtube videos from Dutch Sheets and his brother, Pastor Tim Sheets, learning about their thoughts and their understanding of the times we are living in. They led me to men like Lance Wallnau, Mario Murrillo, and Pastors Hank and Brenda Kunneman.
At first these people fascinated me. My church upbringing did not deal in spiritual warfare, Holy Spirit led prayers and decrees, or the like. I was taught Jesus died for my sins and when I accepted Him as Savior, He came to live in me. There were very few mentions of the work and power that Holy Spirit brought into our lives as a result, or the fact that He was the One that was the Helper, Comforter, and Strength that I needed to rely on.
As a result, I literally ignored God’s Spirit that dwelt in me. I prayed to Jesus, but felt as if I was still here battling on my own because I did not understand the true nature of God’s Precious Holy Spirit on the inside of me. I remember times when I was battling something or praying about something and God reminded me that He would never leave me or forsake me, that He would be with me no matter what. And I remember saying, “Yeah, okay. But You are in heaven and I am here on earth on my own. You are not physically here to help me.” In the back of my mind was the thought that it was all well and good that He would never leave me, but if He was in heaven, I failed to see how that promise really helped in bad situations. I was still here by myself.
But, Holy Spirit began a few years ago to pull at me, to nudge me into a faint acknowledgment of His place in my life. It took me awhile, but He was patient, drawing me along on the path He wanted me to follow, leading me into an astonishing revelation of just what it was I was missing. He showed me that there is so much more, a deeper, more fulfilling relationship that He wants to have with us if we would just open ourselves up to Him.
I got books about His place and purpose in my life and began to read and learn just what it was that I was missing in my relationship to Him. And that knowledge and understanding have not only drawn me closer to Him, but has also given me a heightened adoration and a new depth of closeness to Yeshua Jesus and Father God.
I now have a new understanding of the Godhead and I love them all equally and praise and worship each of them separately. But I have grown to cherish the knowledge that Precious Holy Spirit lives on the inside of me, and find myself often asking Him to reveal more and more of Himself to me.
He has become my best friend. My confidant. My teacher. My support system. My strength and my breath.
And it is because of His revelations to me that I have become a more effective intercessor. He has led me into prayers that I still find amazing. He has led me to begin prayer walks around our neighborhood and prayer drives around our town. He has led me in prayers for our state and for the nation. He has led my brother and I through prayer conference calls that last for an hour or more as we trade off praying for family, friends, and the nation.
He has shown me exactly what it means when He says He will never leave me nor forsake me as I was struggling with some dreams that were unsettling. So I once again asked Him just what it meant when He said He would never leave me or forsake me. And suddenly I could see and feel Him as if He were standing behind me, arms wrapped around me, enveloping me in His presence and protection and strength. It was such an obvious revelation, I felt a little dense in not fully understanding it before.
But now I know exactly what He means with that promise to not leave me alone. I am NOT alone. He will surround me with everything I need when I need it.
So, having said all that, beginning tomorrow, I want to start what I am going to call YouTube Tuesdays, sharing videos from these men that have been such a help to me. And I want to share excerpts from the public domain books that detail Who Holy Spirit is and What His roll is in all believers in case there are others that need a new understanding of Him.
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