What Jesus Means to Me

Jesus Freaks. Holy Rollers. Bible Thumpers.

If you are a follower of Jesus Christ, it is probably assured that you have heard these unflattering, unkind, judgmental descriptions of Christians. I know I have, way more times than I care to count.

If you are not a believer, you may have even used these terms yourself, whether in your thoughts or even spoken the words out loud.

But what does it really mean to be a Christian?

By its own definition, a Christian is someone that follows Christ. This is what my Microsoft Works Dictionary says is the definition of Christian: “believer in Jesus Christ as savior: somebody whose religion is Christianity”

While man’s view may be correct in one sense, it is wrong in another sense. Man has put that label on those that are not Buddhist, Muslim, Jewish or atheist, to name a few. But, just because you are not one of these other religions, it does not make you a Christian in the true sense of the word.

A ‘true’ Christian is a follower of Jesus. Someone that believes He is the Messiah, the Savior, God’s Only Son. Someone that believes He is God in human form who came to this earth for the sole purpose of taking the punishment for our sins on himself. Someone that has confessed their sins and has accepted Him as their Savior. Someone that believes the Bible is the inspired Word of God, given to us for doctrine, reproof, correction, edification, that we may be complete, thoroughly equipped to do God’s work.

I understand that these may seem like generalizations, something that may be shrugged off as Biblical mumbo-jumbo. So, let me get personal.

Let me explain to you exactly what being a Christian means to me.

To me being a follower of Christ is the most important thing I can do. It is the deciding factor on whether I spend eternity in heaven or hell. It is having the assurance that my sins are forgiven, to be remembered no more by the God that Created me.

Still too general? OK.

It is also having a best friend that loves me unconditionally. That will never turn away from me even though I may move away from Him. It is knowing I have Someone that will fill me with His power and might to enable me to do the tasks He asks me to do.

He will not get me out of all of my problems or trials. He will not always keep me from persecutions or tribulations. But I know when I am in those valleys of despair, I only have to look to Him to get me through them with a peace and joy that no one else can give me.

When I am weak or tired or in pain, He gives me the strength to go on. When I am hurt or angry because of something someone has done to me, He gives me the ability to forgive and love them as He loves me.

He helps me to pray when I don’t know what to pray. He stands in the breach and intercedes for me when words fail me.

A crutch you say? Maybe. And I thank God every day for it.

He knew me and loved me before the foundations of the world. He knows my thoughts, my heart, even the number of hairs on my head. I am precious in His sight.

No matter where I go, or what I do, I know He is there before me; loving me, guiding me, lifting me up, leading me ever toward Him.

Jesus is my all in all, my beginning and my end. He is my joy unspeakable, my peace eternal. He is the lover of my soul. He is my Brother, with whom I share in God’s eternal reward. He is my King and my Lord.

I love Him with everything that is in me, and am not ashamed to say I am His.

© Drusilla Mott and https://drusillamott.wordpress.com, 2017, 2019

Our Strength and High Tower

As I have gone through this learning curve on prayer, the one thing that I am repeatedly seeing is that I cannot pray according to my limited vision. I see things from a very limited human view, not at all the way God sees things with His omniscience. And the things I am seeing are tinged and shadowed with fear, anxiety and uncertainty.

The path this country is headed down.

Health, problems and well-being of loved ones.

My daily life with all its own problems and health issues.

These are all things that I can only observe from the surface, without seeing the underlying issues and future consequences.

I can imagine outcomes where this country is concerned and am torn between asking the Lord to step in and stop the downward spiral, and crying out to Him to rapture us before the downward spiral reaches the bottom.

The third option is for us to endure the downward spiral and all the consequences that would be at the bottom.

See? Limited view.

The two people that are dearest to me in this life are both facing health issues and deep struggles in the near future.

I want to pray that God put His Hand on them and heal them and take away all the issues that are current and those that will occur in the future.

But what if this time is for them to learn and grow in the faith? What if this time is needed for them to draw closer to the Savior and Lord?

This is where the trust and faith in Jesus comes in; when I need to follow the example of the Prayer Coin and turn my ‘Take This Cup’ into ‘Not My Will’, leaving it in the Hands of the One that knows all and controls all.

For myself, there seems to be more pain and numbness each morning, more stiffness and weakness each day. But for myself, I have grown used to these infirmities. I have learned to rest in Jesus, and trust that He will give me the strength to live with it without complaining so much about the limitations it places on me.

“1 I will love thee, O LORD, my strength.

2 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer;

my God, my strength, in whom I will trust;

my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.

3 I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised.”

© Drusilla Mott and https://drusillamott.wordpress.com, 2019